哭不出来

睡不着
不开心
哭不出
没酒喝

唉.....始终还是没人理我.
不明白, 带了十年的面具, 遇见你也就累了.
不明白, 怎么会对你这样好.
不明白, 自己为什么会付出这么多
不明白,  为什么连疼你的机会都不留给我.

其实一开始就没有抱希望
还是老话一句,只想看着你开心.
现在好像连这个机会都没了...

Anyway...my time, my ears, my front seat, and even my heart still reserved for you.

Pros and Cons of my defence system

别担心

我 insert 了防卫系统 (I won't get hurt anymore)

好处：对任何发生在你我之间的事，都当做没事

坏处：发生在我和任何女生之间的事，也当做没事

:-D

THANK YOU

Thank you for everything these days!

In order for me to pull out, i will disapear for sometimes.
No worry, i will be fine. I jz dun wanna stay in this unhealthy relationship. It's not good for me and even worse for you.

Dun blame on yourself, it's all my choice. Dun Worry, i wont go suicide, hehehe... I will look for you once i am ok.

As my promised, I wont treat you badly and this is a way that good to you also. hehe....

I remember that you told me before, 2012 is a new year, so I need to have my new life.

I will pray hard (though i dun use to pray) and wish you happy and healthy always.

Once again, dun blame on yourself and I will be fine.

Thank you dear...